To avoid this terribly awkward tension of having not called, written or even had the good notion to send any positive prayers or energy towards you–the reader of this blog–to explain my absence, I will own up to my lack of commitment and care for you:
I am sorry. I was wrong for not being straight forward. It’s not you, it’s me and my severe inability to remain consistent in anything I commit to, ever.
My explanation is somewhat legit, though; please hear me out.
The creative, long-sentenced, free-versed, narrative poetry thing served its purpose, but it became selfish and me seeking affirmation from the ten or so folks who actually read and responded in one way or another. I’ve gotten over my writing insecurity and I’m ready to remake this platform into something more inclusive and less about myself.
That said, I don’t think I’m going to keep this as a themed blog anymore. That leads to me getting bored, burned out and eventually dishonest on my part. Bad News Bears. I’ll just write about what I’m learning, doing, thinking, writing, where I’m going and good jokes I’ve heard… not just the silly pretentious stuff. I’m over it, for now.
Anyway, I am going to have another go at trying to blog regularly.